I have been working for two weeks to finish a major grant proposal.  It has been grueling, grinding work and I have had no energy to do much of anything except keep plodding along. I play catch up today. I help to funeralize a dear, dear friend tomorrow, and I hope write a sermon for Sunday. Sunday is Sunday–the relentlessness of the Sabbath.  Monday is booked solid.  It will get better but right now, this is what I feel like…